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Nov. 19th, 2008



good day

ok - I don't think Ive had a terrible day all in all

430pm - 1/4 cup of ice creame: 65 cals
630pm - 1/2 cup of cooked white rice: 121 cals
              - 1.2 red pepper: 30 cals
              - 1 cup of broccoli cooked: 27 cals
              - sauce: 10 cals
              - bite of energy bar: 75 cals

I purged a little bit of the supper because it was gross so i'm going to say I can take off about 30 cals for that?

so all in all I've had 228 calories minus my perge so about 200 calories
Not too bad even though I feel as though I have eaten 6000.  But I guess that is a good thing right~?
I'm actually quite pleased
I 've been drinking a lot of tea (no milk or sugar) so i'm like on a low calorie + water diet!

Aug. 27th, 2008



I hate the evenings, because I always get hungry and start eating. luckily I eat healthy food as salad or fruit. but I really want an unhealthy snack right now but we don't have any.
This is my food schema for today is like this:

7.00 - 1 apple
10.45 - 1 banana
17.07 - 1 bread with cheese and a red pepperfruit
18.00 - 2 portions of mixed salad and half a breaded fish filet.
22.00 - 1 portion of mixed salad.

How do I lose all that? Why can't I just say : no more food today! and then stop at one fish and one little portion of salad? I loathe myself... :(

During scool I thought I was doing good, but I had a friend with me home, and we had to eat, cause my mom was making dinner, sooo...
Tomorrow I am only eating fruit and a little bread.. Or just fruit, that's better, then I don't get all the fat in my beloved cheese<3


Aug. 26th, 2008


Ate too much! :(

Hi I'm new in here.

I just had a great day, despite the fact that I went to my Fitness and only worked out half an hour because I was so exausted from not having eating anything else than an apple, a banana and a bread with cheese (oh cheese, sits on my bones as fat!).
But first, I had a great day at school, I showed my project to the class and It went real good. Never really done that before. And then my day ended three hours before most of the rest of the class, because they had first aid classes, and I have already taken those.
And then, taking the bus in to the city, me and a former "friend" left the bus, where after we had a fight. <- yeah that wasn't so great, considering she has a conviction (attacking). But the greatness in this is that I cept my head cool and spoke calm, which I almost never does, but she was just so pathetic! She was like "respect me", "think about me!", oh come on! She's 18 years old, about two months older than I am, and I really felt like the grown-up there.
And at that time I had only had the apple and the banana:D So great. When I got home I was in a hurry because I had an appointment with a socialworker, whom I talk to a couple times a month.
She was like "don't drop out of school if you get disappointed!" - because I have before, but not this time! I love my school.
Allright, the shity thing today was that in the evening, my  mom and I had salmon and salad which I LOOOOVE!!! And I ate too much, and now I feel like I want to throw up, but I have never done that before because of having eaten too much. And I don't even want to, I just feel like it would make my stomach feel much better. I want all that food out of my body:(
OMG!!!!!! I am such a failiure at not eating much...

My mom gave me some shorts a week or so ago. I coulden't fit in too them at the time, but now they are actually a little loose around my belly:D Awesome!

Mar. 18th, 2008



also.. does throwing up really work for losing weight?




whats better for losing weight:

if you drink oceans of water in a day can you lose a lot of weight? how much water are we talkin??

xo staystrong

Mar. 17th, 2008


(no subject)

i'm 5'8 and 135lbs.. EW!!!
my goal weight is 128.. whats teh fastest way to get there?!?!



hello girls

 hey everyone.
I am new to this and i need to make some new friends my old ones have deserted me in my time of need. lol well most of them anyway except my bestie who also wants to be skinny.
I really need some support from some girls who know how it works.
I want to loose my fat really fast, please help me out and tell me how i can lose weight and what not to eat.
I have tried crash diets before but i always end up giving in from hunger pangs and the fats i am a pig doesn't help either.
ok please comment me back.

Jan. 4th, 2008



Life & the net

 Hey there !
as I just joined I thought it ok to post my whines of the day.

I hate being ME at the moment !
Why is that I'm ALL THE TIME on the net ?!!?
I'm like, a geek ?!
No waaaay.
I want to be thin, thinner, and skinny, god damn it !
I want to change me life, me body, me everything !!

Please make it end.



i need to quit smoking. and lose this fucking WEIGHT. i HATE BEING FLAB.


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